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freeverse poetry

Providence, lost

Sunday, Providence
grey like last week
with my bargain matinee cough syrup nod
candy coated

hold onto my thick head
next wave goes to mars
next even further
watch the clothes spin
in their fluff and dried
nebulae

i’ve tried it all on bended knees
but i’ll just think here and sit about
lost months and misplaced friends
haggard days and ice cream cones

i’ll stand here
holding nothing
try to think
how i got here
then figure where i am

i’ll stand a shady place
counting nickels

and happenstance
empty out my pockets
on the ground
you can’t trade lint
for bread and cheese

“it’s cloudier now than
its been for years”

i’ve spent days moving quickly
years dreaming loosely
and hours watching patiently
and weeks muddling and fidgeting

for the moment that is now
elsewhere
and sometime long before

  • From a lost and found journal) + for John Low on the couch { who says, “Evocative. Took me back. Rich, forlorn, our Providence, your Providence”
  • photo accompanying is desk at Koizumi Yakumo / Lafcadio Hearn’s home/museum in Matsue – there’s a pretty good chance I am him reincarnated

“Thunderstorms in the Crash Years” – audio story about #MECFS & #Fibro

Dave working on healing at Peacock Ayurveda near Galle, Sri Lanka (with Dr.)
Dave working on healing at Peacock Ayurveda near Galle, Sri Lanka (with Dr.)

 

Amidst a thunderstorm at 4AM on a balcony in Chiang Mai, Dave discusses – with excessive frankness and emotion – various medical conundrums (Fibromyalgia and CFS-ME) and details the physical feelings of “crash mode” as well as the mental strain in dealing with self de-identification and inter-personal relationships, confusion in seeking help, and various alternative treatments.

audio story about #MECFS & #Fibro, just click play below

Always be kind for: Thunder in the Crash Years – Postcard #75 (75MB, 37:09, mp3, stereo)

No sympathy or advice requested.

(un-licensed but fairish-use) music by:

  • Tegan and Sara “Wake Up Exhausted” (demo)
  • Billy Bragg “Must I Paint you a Picture” (extended)
  • New Pornographers “The Crash Years” and “Adventures in Solitude” (studio)
 

 

Poem: Earliest Recollections (Lansing, MI, 1973 with tornado)

Poem: Earliest Recollections (Lansing, MI, 1973 with tornado)

Lansing Michigan, 1973
eating macaroni & cheese
in a damp basement
while adults whispered
windows shivered
radio crackled

and i wondered why
the tornado was coming

and then my memory began

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Note:

this is brother Bob’s (straight ahead) birthday March 1973 so i (front right) was 2.5 years old / for years i recalled this photo somehow and then going through my dear late Mom’s slides, found this and *knew it* instantly / that screened in porch, the sun, and everything. 

Aside:

this memory was described elsewhere in a riff…

“A brief stint in Lansing Michigan is where I remember my first thoughts, hunkered in the basement easting macaroni and cheese during a tornado, sitting in a big screened-in porch eating birthday cake with my glasses on.”

Engineer in Istanbul (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 7, Espionage)

Engineer in Istanbul (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)
Engineer in Istanbul (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)

Surveys Come Pre-checked (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 7, Espionage)

Surveys Come Pre-checked (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)
Surveys Come Pre-checked (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)

Stamps Inky with Indifference (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 7, Espionage)

Stamps Inky with Indifference (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)
Stamps Inky with Indifference (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)

No Transmissions Reach Rowboats (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 7, Espionage)

No Transmissions Reach the Rowboats (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)
No Transmissions Reach Rowboats (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)

Insist on Compliance (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 7, Espionage)

Insist on Compliance (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)
Insist on Compliance (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)

Future Splendid (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 7, Espionage)

Future Splendid (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)
Future Splendid (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)

Divide Amorous from Truculent (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 7, Espionage)

Divide Amorous from Truculent (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)
Divide Amorous from Truculent (aerogramme) – Items: Forgotten (vol. 6, Espionage)

800 Years He Wandered – Items: Forgotten in Drawers (vol. 6, Circumnavigation)

800 Years He Wandered – Items: Forgotten in Drawers (vol. 6, Circumnavigation) -- Template
800 Years He Wandered – Items: Forgotten in Drawers (vol. 6, Circumnavigation) — Template

Adelaide Epiphany – Items: Forgotten in Drawers (vol. 6, Circumnavigation)

Adelaide Epiphany – Items: Forgotten in Drawers (vol. 6, Circumnavigation)
Adelaide Epiphany – Items: Forgotten in Drawers (vol. 6, Circumnavigation)