Started the year (or whatever) in a series of fogs, trying not to scramble to “get going” again.
Good news is: I guess I got the first existential crisis of the year out of the way… Don’t worry, there will be more to come :)
Sorta not-trying to mop up a couple loose ends before the “end of the month” without making yet another list or overwhelming myself with obligations or expectations of perfection (just saying out loud).
PS Sorry/not sorry i haven’t replied to your email/message/_____/thing. I’d say i was trying but redundant (and I’m trying not to try so hard), obviously.
{hiding a poem here where no one will notice}
Fresh out of defiant slogans
Too exhausted to scowl
Done with rhetoric and angst
Given up on raised fists
Just my eyebrows for now
I stroll but slowly
Not on hamster wheels
Languid towards oblivion
Lay flat, do little
Let the system squander and powers collapse
among
Hubris, greed bah!
“I’ll take apathy to go”
With a side of indifference
