GM: Gosh, trying to do everything right but still every night is a lousy night sleep.
Tossing and turning and twitching, up-and-down, aches and pains – hoping to get up, nutrition and onto the bus for treatment but keep on wondering “is it worth it?”
Nervous about week ahead
Now: oxygen; next: dishes, bath, more oxygen, meds + supps, meditation & sleep.
{ichiro snoring beside me}
this week has a lil overnight trip to nearby Kurashiki for school event & back to hospital solo on Friday
Maybe seitai tomorrow
Trying so hard (but trying not to) <3
PS To my pals around the world always saying “dude, you gotta do cold plunges”
I reply, “I wake up in a Japanese house, 3° outside, 3° inside”
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